It’s taking a toll on me. 

My heart crunches every time with no sane explainable reason. I need to find a remedy to alleviate the torment in my heart. Fast. 

Cigarettes?

Alcohol?

Late night parties?

Starbucks? 

Short term and low yield resolutions. Fucking useless. 

Perhaps it could be accredited to the emotional accumulation of my guilt. Or is this what I’m feeling right now really just what the philosophers painstakingly describe as love? 

I really do hope that it’s the latter. 

Tell me please?

Every time I see you, no matter what we do,
There’s a strange reaction, can you feel it too?
My heart starts missing a beat.
If I didn’t love you, I would look around for someone else
But every time I see you, you have the same effect.

I’m in love with you; I mean what I say
And you don’t know
What it means to be with you.